You don't sound ridiculous. I have issues with authority figures, power and control as well.
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Regardless, I don't feel like I can communicate it through words without screaming at her and acting out in some dramatic fashion.
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I think it's absolutely fine if you need to scream at her.
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I've lost all of my friends because I get upset and start yelling at them, knowing exactly how to hurt them in the worst ways through words. I am just afraid that I will accidentally do it to her since I have some anger built up  |
But this is your T. Not a friend. It's a very different relationship. You can get upset and yell at her without losing her. You should hear some of the things I've yelled at my T (see also emailed, left on his voicemail...)