I saw my T today. My case worker usually drives me, but she is on vaca this week, so her office mate volunteered to bring me in, which was really nice of her.
So I had to sit on the bench in front of my building waiting for her.... I was so nervous, and anxiety was so high being out there on display.
I started banging my arm on the seat of the bench... each time to the count of eight. I have made quite a mess out of my lower right arm.
oh, well.... tomorrow another day to try to go without doing any si'ing....
had to get this out. thanks for reading