I am doing the best I can to live with this new me and survive in this form. I am trying to regain self esteem and confidence in my own self. I've been a pretty good self motivator.

However I am still having some extreme social problems. Quiet most of the time and don't have the same flow of thoughts I had prior to psychosis.

I've been patient and taking things slow, while looking at some achievements that I've been able to do as time goes on. The silence and what I say no longer bothers me..... but it does and I just want to know when should I expect to get my flow of thoughts back. I'm tired of sitting in the dust with nothing to say.

It's been 6 and 1/2 months since everything happened and I want to move on in my life. Everything requires social contact and you need it in almost every profession. If I don't get it back I won't know what to do. Everyone says people make good recover after their first psychotic break, so why is it taking so long?

Thank you and peace be with all!