omg. I am 60yo, had yrs of t etc; was diagnosed by three separate pdocs with ptsd but found this hard to accept (I could "get" the panic, depression, anxiety, hypomania when feeling good till someone complained of it as not normal..then wanted to disown this and felt so ashamed by it each time...). I have never had such a flood gate of both emotional and visual flashbacks that suddenly connected in this overwhelming way before. It makes sense of the senseless, things I have been through, things I have done, what happened to my brother,-----I couldn't read it all, have to wait till a day I don't have to go to work. Could something set me "free" in a new way after all this time???????????????
Or will I sink? I am not sure, but I think I want to thank you. "me" "ME" "ME" it kept saying.