I think that kids should be kids when they're young, like messing around and doing everything silly imaginable. the thing with me is that I've never gotten to experience that, and whenever I did that, my teachers would get mad at me and I would get myself in trouble.
I saw how others were doing the same but did not get in trouble. I was upset with myself, like who am i? why am I being treated like someone who should be acting much older than i am? Am I not entitled to a little bit of crazy fun?
I still kind of regret that because I now miss being a child and I just wish that I had more fun when I was younger. Of course, I can't change that, but in the future, if i were to have a relationship and if i wanted to be goofy, I just hope i'm able to do that without having to get scolded for it.
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