Thanks for asking. Means a lot. I guess I'm feeling alright. Just been exhausted, but i guess thats to be expected. Things are pretty much the same around here. My husband has been talking to me but nothing of importance. Just the usual day to day things.
I just go day to day and do what I have to do.
My dad surprisingly asked my son to go to a baseball game with him this weekend. Well actually I think it was the other way around, but my dad actually got the tickets. He even asked if my husband would go, but unfortunately he can't make it. I was so happy that my dad is making an effort for my son. Still nothing new with my mom. She is just going about her life as well.
I told my dad that my son could spend the night at his house after the game so I'm sure my mother will be thrilled to see him. Who knows...
I just want my kids happy. I know my son is really looking forward to it. It's all he has been talking about.
My daughter would love to see my mother too. It's really sad. The other day my daughter saw my dad and asked if she could speak to her grandma, so my dad immediately called her and put my daughter on the phone. Of course my mother was happy but this whole situation makes me depressed. I don't understand how my mother could be so cold and just stop seeing us the way she did. Over a stupid, petty argument. It makes no sense. I just have resentment in me that won't go away. She would never do this to my brother. But the more I think about her and everything that has been going on, I miss her dearly. It's this control she has over me. Why doesn't she care enough for the people that have always been there for her like me and my family? Why doesn't she care enough to put her pride aside and say hey, this is my daughter, these are my grandchildren, I am lucky to have this time to be around them so much, so lets move past this. But no, she is stubborn and just won't do it.
She didn't care about this pregnancy and she didn't care about all the medical issues I have.
I just feel so conflicted. Thank you again for asking about me. How are you?