you didnt ramble at all. thanks for the hugs and support. ((((((((canders))))))))
did you really mean print off this post?? you really think i should be saying things like that to her?? but i sound so mean and horrible in it!
if it is just her being concerned about me though i wish she wouldnt be. cos then i have to feel guilty and concerned about her being concerned and because then i feel maybe i should be concerned about myself.
thanks so much for replying. i ll keep thinking about what to write to her for next week.
take care
biiv