((((((biiv))))))))

I think you should print off the post. It would give you both something to talk about. She can only help if she knows how you really are feeling.

I understand how it feels to have someone concerned about your wellbeing when you just don't - it's weird. But she does care about you - otherwise she wouldn't be trying to help.

Take care of yourself.

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biiv said:
you didnt ramble at all. thanks for the hugs and support. ((((((((canders))))))))
did you really mean print off this post?? you really think i should be saying things like that to her?? but i sound so mean and horrible in it!
if it is just her being concerned about me though i wish she wouldnt be. cos then i have to feel guilty and concerned about her being concerned and because then i feel maybe i should be concerned about myself.
thanks so much for replying. i ll keep thinking about what to write to her for next week.
take care
biiv

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