I e-mailed my therapist with all 3 links
Pete Walker, M.A. Psychotherapy
https://dharmagoddess.wordpress.com/...ks-and-c-ptsd/
http://abusesanctuary.blogspot.com/2...ession-in.html

I know T's do not like when you identify with a diagnosis but this I am. I never understood my bulimia, self harm or at times the absolute need to end my life. I never felt I functioned well...just enough to get by and if it was not for my husband I would be dead or living on the streets. I still at age 46 can not function on my own and maybe I never will. I just want to feel what peace is like and want to strive to be something without fear and crumbling into a heap.