Thanks in great part to a lady (who knows who she is) I think I may have figured a part of my problem out. I have a great deal of medical and mental problems, and they are really starting to take hold of me. By that I mean I love the attention I get. After almost dying in 1990, and being in the hospital for approx 6 months with pancreatic problems, I grew to love all the attention. I have kept up this sickness to the point where any little problem I can make major. Well I am putting (or going to try) to put all this to rest, and start a new beginning. Somehow, somewhere....My Therapist will love this, as she has been on me from the beginning, not believing one person could be so sick.. I just hope that I can do it.