I believe that the intense feelings that you are having for this guy and the thought patterns that you are having constitute an infatuation bordering on an obsession. Both Riotgrrrl and Spockette have clearly outlined why in their answers. Apart from "loving" him, you do not know him and are devising fantasies based on what you think he is like, what your future together would be like, etc. All your answers are based on fantasy and not rooted in reality. You can not know that he is a good person, will love you, would make a great partner or any of these things without knowing him. I am concerned that you are so locked into this dream with him that you may end up crashing to earth if your dreams are not realized. Although it's nice to dream you still need to keep your feet firmly rooted in reality.