Thanks for replying AlteredState. i get exactly what you mean about 'vibes'. i think its a good thing to go with gut instincts like that sometimes. the thing is as soon as i met this T i got great vibes. i cant believe how much ive been able to talk to her and the things ive been able to tell her already. which is another reason its so distressing if shes frustrated with me or thinks im not trying.
you re right though... therapy is ridiculously hard. and confusing. guess all we can do is keep trying.
thanks again.
take care