hmmm... maybe i can rewrite a slightly watered down version of the post and give that to her... sheesh. i even feel bad asking her to read stuff cos i feel like im asking her to do more than i should be. lol. i know thats silly though.
well anyway. its up to me to fix the way im feeling about this cos otherwise im just wasting my own time and money seeing her if im not doing as much as i can myself too.
thanks for your thoughts canders.

take care.