I feel for you. I am dealing with some jealously (or envy not sure). I loved someone deeply and he played me and another girl. Even though it is stupid, I am very jealous that he treated he differently than he did me. Especially when she rejected him for a relationship, yet they continued to see one another and I was there for him when he needed and wanted it. Why is it that those who do what you want you reject and those who deny you are what you want? Either way, I hate that I feel this way because this guys is very arrogant and I don't need him. But humans want what they want.... sigh... This happening has also lead me to believe that I am a bad person... :/

But like tinyrabbit said there are people out there who are jealous of what you have. When I realized this I finally got over my body issues and wishing that I was more attractive like others.

Much Love