Yes, Lily, I have experienced the same feeling. I hate to say this...but it took time for my brain to let go and let the feelings come out. I had to be patient with myself and not force things. Forcing things just drove them further away from me. In the end they came out and I then had a chance to experience them and deal with them. Your T should understand this...talk to her about your blocked feelings and about how you think she might be disappointed in you. It's likely that she is really not disappointed in you--it's you feeling that way about yourself. Take some time, try to relax, maybe meditate on relaxing but don't try to force something that is not ready to come out--I know how it feels........D.