In my other thread I mentioned my mom just died tw months ago. It was sudden and unexpected. I just saw my T two days ago and ive textd twice today for help. He said if I need to ask that frequently then maybe I should be somewhere safe (hospital). I'm not going to the hospital. I'm sure he's annoyed with me. Therapy isn't enough but what is? What is there? I have two close friends but that's not working well for support. Basically I'm on my own with severe depression. I just function the best I can but there is no joy in my life. I guess there's nothing my T can do. I've bugged him too much. I hate myself