I enjoyed reading your long post. As I can compare very well with that. Right now I have my hair tied up and bathrobe on so I feel safe from the people plotting against me and from hearing/harming my thoughts. I also at this moment I can hardly bear to look at the lights just knowing it is a hidden camera and then aliens, ghosts and people are behind me trying to altar my mind and read my thoughts. They often hiss, murmur and hum. I also feel away from the world, sometimes dizzy. I have not been getting much rest because they are really active at night and when i am alone. Welcome to PC and I hope you are okay, glad to meet you!