I feel so depressed. I don't know what's wrong. That's always the problem. There is never anything really wrong, it's just me. I feel so guilty because I have everything I need and want and yet I still am so depressed. Why do we feel that dark, cold fog enveloping us? How do we stop it? Right now, I don't care about anything. My life doesn't matter. I don't know what to do. I see my psychologist on Thursday. Hopefully she can help me. I'm not doing a very good job of helping myself. I can't even express how I feel, but I know you will understand.