Well since its been a couple days I'd figured I'd check in and let you know that I tried the lemon thing and it seemed to have helped. I also started cleaning. Don't know where the energy came from but cleaning tends to be the only time I become OCD so it took my mind off of my situation. Also, it might have been the fact I was off my meds for 5 days (mostly laziness, and hating the fact I need them to stay sane) so after a few days I think I'm on the right track.

I know it sounds silly but I have no idea how to meditate... Maybe I should learn.

Also, I use to use MaryJane 5 years ago... use to help but my current BF is not cool with it so I gave it up. Sometimes I wonder what I was thinking!

Now I am off to write about my conflicts and maybe I can get them resolved next week... wish me luck!

And a great big THANK YOU to all who came up with suggestions, now I have plenty of tricks to try if this becomes an issue in the future! So thank you again!