how am i supposed to move on from a guy with who i felt this great connection as if we could be great together?? i know im an idiot for saying this caz i dont know him in person we only talked on the phone for 3 days but i never felt this way before!
i always second guess myself or use double speech over situations i think is wrong but want to believe is right. like thinking that all he wanted was sex and didnt feel anything but refusing to believe thats completely true.. specially when my t makes me guilty and is almost defending the guy... saying u dont know if he didnt call anymore bc u said there wouldnt be more sex talk or if it was bc u insulted him!!!

anyway its been 2 weeks we had an argument over the phone he said he would call but till now nothing and i cant stop thinking about him and hopping he eventually contact me or we run into each other. if that doesnt happen i think im going to humiliate myself again and contact him when he clearly couldnt give a damn. im an idiot