I have my first appt Monday with a new t (like completely new, not like new as in changing who I see). I've read so many different mixed reviews and decided I would just ask here.

I am not a "cutter" (sorry if that is not the pc term). I HAVE however cut w/in the last two weeks. Shallow cuts. And i've gone over them two or three times. I keep them clean, and don't have intentions to cut anywhere new. I really am having more depression/anxiety issues and just decided to try to cut since it was on my mind continuously for days. And it either helped or gave me a placebo effect one. And the anxiety of seeing a new t was what really put me over the top. I do not want/plan to kill myself. I adamantly refuse to allow myself to be admitted to a hospital. With a past history of attempted suicide (albeit 12ish years ago) and having cut before (deeper but that was about 5 years ago) would she deem it appropriate to have me admitted for evaluation?