I agree with SDRL. Get help before it gets worse. I am 32 and have been dealing with ED since I was 15. I am petite to begin with, so my mom never really noticed when I lost some weight. I was a swimmer and HAD to have that "perfect" body. My coaches didn't even notice. It wasn't until last year that I was officially diagnosed. I have spent a total of 30 days inpatient, 2 different admissions. I am now well on my way to recovery. I have been at a stable weight for about 3 months or so. Don't let those thoughts take hold, kick them to the curb fast. Please talk to your GP about your concerns.