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Originally Posted by Scorpio Eyes
This is very embarrassing for me, but I might as well get it out there, so maybe someone can help me figure out what's going on. My therapist says I'm Borderline and have Dysthmic Depression. The second one I barely understand. I'm in a relationship with a girl I love and she's maybe the third girl I've ever had a sexual relationship with. We just had our six month anniversary.
It's kind of hard to explain, but, I'm happier than I've ever been in my life. What's difficult about that? I feel numb, emotionally. I know I'm happy. But, I don't feel happy. For the most part, my body feels numb, too.
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Dysthymic Depression is long lasting low grade depression. It is not severe, but it can be very long lasting (years).
Feeling numb is a symptom of Borderline.
Since you do have a T, the first question is whether you have told this to the T? It seems to be a psychological issue, so the quality of lubricants is at best marginally important. Facing your divide between knowing that you are happy and feeling happy is an emotional problem; nothing to do with lubricants.