I feel as if i would like to be rid of my bi polar, but i also need the help/attention.... maybe thats part of my bi polar talking though....

i've been on this rollercoaster for so long that i just wanna give up, still havent figured out my meds right because after i was doing good for so long i'm going through MIXED phase.... i just wish there was something out there to help, but i want people to still like me...

i dont want to be labeled though either so that SUCKS... well thats my rant i dont know if i made any sense who knows, oh well i guess