Kim, I'm thinking of you and sending you positive vibes ~~~

I'm also, by the way, really impressed and respectful of the fact that you were able to articulate how you are feeling. That's not an easy thing to do for some people. SO even though your post is sad, I find it eloquent at the same time.

and if I were your roommate, I'd bring you soup, the remote, and do your laundry for you.