No, i am not under any therapy, i had to start taking medication prescribed by psychiatrist named as Sertraline.

and yes, i do need help because i know that i posses the skills which can make my and my family future best but due to my personality issues, all of my efforts were going into vain. and to be very honest because of that i have zero motivation for anything at all.

I talk, work, think etc etc but all has no end and can not be fulfilled even by me. every time i do or say something, i think over it again and again but it just end on disappointment for me because my actions are not giving the true glance of my personality rather than it shows a person who talks too much without thinking or has no self-esteem for itself. i have fought myself a lot from last few years but no use (everything seems to me like i am unfit for such world ). the most dangerous threats for my personality are build up in last few years which according to me are selfishness, talking too much, lost my observation (i was used to observe people and than i dealt with them as their personality was), zero level of concentration, weak memory, dreams etc etc.

i know these thing are killing me from inside and are not letting me to use my talent in any matter for long time.

I respect all your helpful statements above