For me trust has different levels. My husband says I do not trust him but there are areas I do trust like I trust he will never hit me, I trust he will pay the bills but I never trust he won't emotionally hurt me. I do not trust my T but again there are levels. I trust he is doing the best he can with his training and experience but I do not trust that he won't get overwhelmed with me and I will walk in one session and he hands me the name and number of another therapist that will best suit me. I automatically feel people are out for themselves and unless you have something to offer them...something to bring to their table....well then your just an annoyance. With that feeling and thoughts no wonder I can not trust until it is earned and even then it is iffy.