Hi everyone,

It's been a while since I posted here. This morning, I got a text from a friend who's been ignoring me for a while now. I came to the realization she's been ignoring me because she's gotten a lot of things in her life straightened out, which makes me feel very used. I don't know if she was ever my friend at all or if she just wanted to be friends with me because I tried to help her. Anyway, she and I texted a little and I was mad at her and it showed. I didn't say anything mean, I was just very curt and ended the conversation quickly.

Then, a cousin I barely talk to made a comment on my FB trying to bait me about a certain political issue. We are on opposite ends of the political spectrum and he posts things all the time that I don't agree with, but I don't respond or argue iwth them. He decided to do it to me. When I told him not to do it, he unfriended me (some cousin, huh?)

I got triggered a little because something reminded me of my ex and that brought back a very unpleasant feeling. I'm a little pissed at my roommate for reasons I can't pin down too.

I'm just not having a good day. This isn't anything major or life altering, but I wanted a place to vent, with people who don't know me or any of the people involved.