I dont think they think that MdngtRain. It sounds like they think a lot of you. I dont think threy're thinking in terms of how disappointing you are to them. I hear how much they care, and how much you care too. With all that caring going around it would be great if instead of sadness you could feel hope and loved. I know how much depression hurts and you think you need to see things a certain way but your feelings wont take you there so please dont feel bad about feeling bad. I hope you can feel comforted that others care deeply for you.

I hope you can feel strong again, in time, when you sort your feelings out and come to your understandings. With so much gentleness inside I just know you can find your way out of the rain in time, with help, and loving people to support you. Its ok to need a friend and someone who knows what theyre talking about to talk to you. Im praying all will be well in time and sending hugs.