am i normal to want to have my family around me at christmas ? i get scared that we are going to be apart this years, going to miss there faces when they are opening there presents, not be around to listen to them fighting, when someone one of the other children are playing with their gifts. sitting down to christmas dinner and hearing them moan about brussel sprouts .
am i normal to want to be with my family this christmas time........

"please god help us !! please give us the energy to keep going , so that we may find a house where we can live together as a family once more."