So far it's another empty day. I thought today would be better than yesterday, but so far it's not. I went to another church today. I almost didn't go there because I had a hard time finding it. I went in and it was OK. Some things I liked better than where I had been going, but there were some things I didn't like as much. So it seems like it's an even trade-off. I may go there next week and see if I will really like it.

After church I called my sister because yesterday she told me to call her. So I called her and it was a bad time. She said that she would call me back, but hasn't called back yet. It was four hours ago when I called her. I don't want to call her because it would seem like I'm chasing her. I'm very upset about this. It happens a lot and I don't know why! If only she would realize that doing things like this is what's killing it for me to come and visit her. She's been wanting me to come and visit, and it's stuff like this is the reason that I don't.