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Old Jul 14, 2013, 05:45 PM
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Originally Posted by SpiritOfAStorm View Post
I cannot get my head wrapped around things. I have made terrible mistakes. I had emotional affairs in a never ending search for approval and acceptance.
I looked at porn as an escape from my emptiness and unhappiness.

And no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, no matter what strides I make, no matter how much I admit to, my ex just can't let it be what it is.
OK, so... apparently, escaping from emptiness and unhappiness is a terrible thing.

Apparently, searching for approval and acceptance is also a terrible thing.

Well... is not her torturing you into being

"In Greek mythology Sisyphus (/ˈsɪsɪfəs/;[1] Greek: Σίσυφος, Sísyphos) was a king of Ephyra (now known as Corinth) punished for chronic deceitfulness by being compelled to roll an immense boulder up a hill, only to watch it roll back down, and to repeat this action forever."

a worse thing?..

How come that you are so guilt-ridden and she is so righteous? Does not compute.
Thanks for this!
NWgirl2013