Some days I seem to make such a big deal of things. This weekend it was such a huge deal to make sure I made the right dinners, got to the park without getting lost and so when I didn't get it right going to the movies instead of just letting it go and moving on I was moody and argumentative. Now I'm emotionally worn out and I don't know if I'm just doing things to please everyone else or myself. I'm confused. Ever since I've been dealing with my sister getting leukemia and spending 500$ to go see her I'm so stressed. I need to see my therapist but I'm stressed about money constantly. I'm a mess and I was dealing with things so well. Some times, like right now I need to do laundry and I can't move from the couch. I cried for the first time since all of this happened. I have always cried when I needed to but for some reason I've been unable until something small happens and it feels like the end of the world and I feel like everyone might leave me. Its a lonely place to be.
Thank you for listening, I needed to get it out and would appreciate any feed back. I'm not sure this is enough info but do you think I'm co-dependant?