Well. I started today out in a pretty good mood.

Then I went about doing work for Mental Health Guy. I've been working on it a bit every day. Well. Today, in prepartion for having troubles expressing myself, I printed off some articles I've read online lately. And then I went through them highlighting things.

Even though I'd already read the articles, it was still upsetting to reread them and I was randomly crying because it's embarassing to think of having to talk about any of it, and frustrated because it still isn't dealt with and I"ve been dealing with it my whole life.

Then had an argument with a guy who's into me, but I've been trying to be friends. It was so stupid, but it really made things pretty horrible for me for a little bit and I coudln't stop crying. And now I am a bit miserable because I sorta deleted him from my phone completely.