lolli, dancing around with meds is a tough thing to do. Having a good pdoc who is willing to work with you is important. Abilify did not work for me, but haldol did. I took the haldol in combo with some other meds. I have been on adderal for years and it has really helped me. Too bad your BF screwed that up for you. Maybe you could get a pdoc and explain the situation to him/her. I struggled for a long time to find a med combo that works for me with minimal side effects. Please don't give up...things got to get better--I agree the NP had no idea what she was talking about. Thats why the world has pdocs who are better educated. I hope you get this all sorted out.....D.