Hey! Have you talked to your children about how you're feeling? Or if you're not ready to open up that much quite yet have you told them you need some help adjusting to the changes? Regardless, we all love you here and we'll be here for you if you ever need someone to talk to! What are you afraid of, specifically?

And it seems like you may be having financial issues, but try to get a therapist in your area so you could have a place to vent and get constructive methods to figure out your problems.