I know I can survive without one.
But... I'm having a very hard time and... I miss feeling like there's anyone in the world who would want to and be able to comfort me.

Thank you for the hugs. I'm just too sad and overwhelmed right now, this last week, it's been a struggle to want to stay alive.

I'm sunk that she did not reply. I hope maybe she just didn't see my email before logging off for the night, but it doesn't seem likely.