Dear jesusplay,

you are experiencing a definite trauma from military life. It is almost like turning a switch on. Mine happened in one night! I was fine one day and after a very traumatic night i no longer remembered anything about my past. I found my dd214 on my computer and applied for medical health from va. It has saved my life! Va health care is very thorough and everyone is so nice. You will love it once you get in, plus you may want to check into va disability benefits. You were sick when you were in the military, so you automatically are eligible. If you need help call the military hot line and talk to someone. They are vets too!