Today was really rough because I had to handle a huge disappointment/let down (one of my best friends for life was visiting NY from PA and he was going to come down and see me, but something came up with another friend so he wasn't able to)...and I had been looking forward to seeing him for about 2 weeks since I haven't seen him since November and we're both usually so busy we rarely get a chance to talk. And then there was stuff with my mom...but I took a run and it cleared my head a lot and I feel more grounded now, so that's good.