i prefer the term "brain chemistry disorder", as that's what is actually happening. i agree with the other posters, stress is a killer. my disability was triggered by prolonged stress, later in life.

it's important to rely not just on drugs (meds), which are all experimental, on you. you also need to cultivate good mental hygiene habits: positive thoughts, good intentions, kindness to self and others, generosity of spirit, etc. these things will help you when no medication can.

i'm glad you found PC, and hope you find what you need here to carry on~
Gus