hamstergirl that is great news that you found a service that may be able to help you. I know how hard just letting people in to help has been for you, and this hopefully marks a change in service that will give you reason for hope, and therefore will also be something that you are able to go along with and hopefully develop some trust with them.

It is good to hear that you are still trying and that there are still options for you other than repeats of the lousy behavior that has encouraged your distrust in the past.

Good luck, I hope for the best, and keep letting us know how it is progressing for you.

{{{{{{hamstergirl}}}}}}

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