Thank you both for your replies. Faybody I emailed you back..
Boopers thank you. She is doing well.
Don't know what's going to happen with the GP in January, I know she can perscribe me my meds.. which is good.

I hate doing everything last minute, I don't like stressing of it, I'd rather just know...

It was up to me whether or not to continue with my pdoc, in Jan the bf is going back to straight days so he wont be able to take me ... She asked if I just wanted to see her here and there, but I loose out because I'l work on something , do well in it, not see her for 4 months and then have to start over again.

She said if I need to if i'm desperate I can set up an appt with her even though I'm not seeing her.. so that option is there for emergency's.