Sammi, write them a letter... a real heartfelt letter.. and if you choose to give it to them then fine and if not.. that's okay too.

This way you can at least get it out of your head and heart and you can be free of the thought of their expectations.

The people who love you will thank you for being honest with them and they will do what they can to help you with this.The medication isn't working... maybe you need to try something else...

it is exhausting to have to walk through life day after day being something other than authentic. its okay that you are not better yet.... it takes time to find your way out of the dark...

Hang in there sweetie...let go.. cry... talk.... whatever you need... we are here...

Love, Faith