Yes I do. And sometimes I just cry for no reason. I think that's the weirdest thing. I got very strong feelings about things that shouldn't matter that much. For example, my grandpa keeps a picture over his bed, and I can't see if it is my dead mother at the picture, or if it is my grandma when she was younger. Both would make sense, and I never have enough courage to ask. That makes me wanna cry everytime I see it.
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I miss her so much, my life turns empty, and I have no one to turn to. That's the worst part of her death. R.I.P Mom, nothing can describe how much I love you.
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