I have been getting attention from a younger man, ok my son's age, lately. He tells me how hot I am, and how he finds older women sexy. The sexual romantic side of my marriage is non existent. I feel like there is this whole part of me that is yearning for attention and physical touch. Is my self esteem so low that this is SO appealing to me? I know it is a bad choice...I am a teacher and the fallout would be scandalous. Trouble is, this has gotten me into trouble before......I had an affair and was incredibly in love with this man (my age). Then he began an affair with someone else. I was completely devastated, my husband found out, chaos ensued. Long story short, we stayed together mainly for the sake of our son who is battling drug addiction. Feel like I did the right thing, but I have become a non entity, envious of the physicalality I so crave. Enter this young man who wants to know me, touch me, and give me what I'm searching for. Soooo wrong, but soooooo tempting...