I have had the depressive part REALLY bad the last 24-36 hours.
I have been extremely stressed out with my ex...she triggers the worst in me...she triggers all my stress because I never do anything right for her, never do anything in a way that makes her happy.
She just had to share, yet again, how I ruined her life...how me and my issues destroyed her life, her love, her credit (oh yeah, she mentioned her god damn credit score!), her trust...everything. I am the reason anything and everything in her life is bad.

And I wanna ask "is there a prize for that?"