Fell asleep, woke up, took my med, all is well. Well, I am pretty irritable today. And I think I'm having one of my night-time depressions. So I'm going to try and sleep it off and hopefully wake up feeling better tomorrow. It's a lot easier to fight when you're not constantly depressed. I have stupid ideas, like quitting my meds cold turkey and driving myself manic, but they're just that, ideas. Need to ignore them and move on.

Saw my psychiatrist today. He thinks I'm at a healthy weight now (didn't seem to bother him that it was mostly belly weight, but I agree that exercise would help with that). No med changes, and he'll see me once classes start up again to see if the stability continues. Part of me doesn't want to be stable, I think, but now that I am, I'm able to keep that part in check.

Eh, whatever. I'm blabbering on. I wish everyone the best, and hope that the depression and anxiety demons loosen their grip a little.

I kind of wonder why I still post here... part of me feels like I'm showing off... feel a little guilty... argh, this feeling. I want it to go away. Think good thoughts, good thoughts....