Jeffro,
I think you would probably benefit from a second opinion. Yes, treating the depression side of Bipolar can be a very tricky thing, but not impossible. I just feel you need a new set of eyes to look at your symptoms and current meds. No need to get records from your current Pdoc. Just have a list of current meds, past meds and meds that failed and why, in your opinion.
Try and hang in there