Hi Sammi,

I'm sorry you are so depressed. I've been there many times. You'd rather be alone and not even have to talk to anyone. You want to just close the curtains and lock the door and ignore the world. God, I've been there more times than I can count and I have done these things and more.
I wish there was a magical saying that would help you feel better, but there isn't. Just know that there are alof of us who know where you're coming from and understand.
If you feel you can't talk to your friends or family, just come on here and talk to us. I'll listen.
Linda