I have been thinking alot about these things too. How much is fear under the surface that we are not even aware of?. I know I have been stuck for awhile and question whether its the ilness or just not starting something. I know when I have dived into something and put my heart into it everything just flows and life opens up in so many ways. But how to maintain that everyday? Do I even recognise my bliss? Or do I feel quilty when I go after these qualities in my life? Feel selfish and greedy. Lots to think about.